-- .Beautiful Liars. --

140911

2011-09-14T01:41:00.001+08:00

im 21st now !

kinda sad that my parents did not buy me the key . =(

but my family members brought me jewellery !!

Love JKP . they are awesome !! no words to describe how happy i am ..

240411

2011-04-24T19:54:00.003+08:00

purely friendship

i miss those fellas up there .. and also grace wong and joey koo !! my scandal and wife . LOL .

my fish died . now left with 2 .

went out with him again . what to do . the whole nite talking .
im going away . getting away from all these shit that i got on myself .
nahs , should be cleaning it . not getting away .
somehow , he is using what i taught him , to play on others .
and somehow , when i noe that he still like her , i feel happy .
stupid or what ?
but at least , i have a place in his heart when it comes to friends .
he will still call me first if slacking !!!!
woots .
so i should feel happy right ?!

lucky i can control , if not i will lose a friend .

slowly ba . and im amazed by myself . i actually heals fast this time .
after one nite of crying thou .

alright stalkers , shall go now . =)

020411

2011-04-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

35 hours no sleep .
woohoo , i was jus being left awake thanks to you .
u broke my heart .

i didnt noe it was that strong till that nite .
and this feeling is totally wrong .
i should not have those kind of feelings towards you .
totally wrong .

i couldnt kept it any longer .
from that night till now , my heart still hurts .
crying is not the absolute method of letting go of you i guess ?
working is not gonna occupy my mind , becos at the end , i will still be reminded of you.

how ? what should i do ? my eyes are tired from the crying .
i hate myself for doing that , msging you every now and than , discovering your concern more towards your friends , helping you to discover your own forte , and than felt that way towards you .

i hope this is not love , the typical boy and girl love , but jus some kind of not getting used to u not beside me anymore .

how i wish grace is here with me , or im there with her . im really down .
really really tired and down .
tears jus couldnt stop flowing out of my eyes .

what i hate most about u is that u took me for granted . and yet im willing to do things for u .
what i hate most about u is that u will find me when u are bored , and when someone entertains you , u walk away from me , ignoring me .

what i hate most about u is that u capture my heart , and said that im too weak to resist .

14032011

2011-03-14T21:08:00.002+08:00

seeing what happened to Japan just brings my spine up with chills .
what the hell is happening to this world .
look , im not going to die without confessing to the one i love .
not going to die without doing what i want to .

however , once i confess , once i got to do something which i always wanted to do , i wont wanna die in that way that the world is gonna end .
humans - they are just too demanding for more .

which means , im gonna confess for a second time , do the thing that i want for the second time .

what should i do ?
get my life struck in this reality ?
got a good news regarding my career last friday . but i dont noe if its a gift or trouble .
how ? tomorrow i have to give an answer .
contradict .

i want my career to be in a rock and roll way . which i enjoy , which i learn more .
seriously , did i learn alot ?

reflections
are
just
using
mirror
to
show
it
to
urself

but , somethings just cant be seen without a mirror .

when can i find my real junsu ?

170210

2011-02-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

Zzz , is there something wrong with my eyes ?

yawn , i miss junsu ~~

i miss sch mates .
and sch .

230111

2011-01-23T22:14:00.001+08:00

i miss the days we went slacking together .
with 2 , 3 or 7 or 8 .

i treat you with me heart .
but do you understand me with your heart ?
and are ours linked ?

7 months , and im feeling tired already .
i need a break .

211110

2010-11-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

Omo !!!

SUPER LIKE HIS HAIR IN RED SINCE RISING SUN !!

haha , he got it red inside the rising sun MV . >.<

how sucks this feeling was .

i couldnt help but keep disturbing him .

i wonder if he does have that special for me ?

wanting to know the answer .

but was afraid of an aching heart .

what am i doing ?

200910

2010-09-20T21:33:00.003+08:00

don cry junsu !! >.<

hi guys ~!

yeah yeah , i noe this is no good .

its rotting .

enjoyed my day with jasmine and pauline .

even thou its a short meet up for 3 of us , still cherish the time .

see , they call me busy women . @.@

and jasmine said : SK , pls remove ur marbolo . @.@ !!

haaa ..

hearing JYJ songs now .

im so wanna call them DBSK .

no JYJ !!

so wanna cry .. cos that song is so touching .

but with the perfect 5 voices . im sure my tears will roll .

CONFIRM CHOP !

20 lo .

the older we get ,

the more we understand .

and the more to learn .

great , im letting go . =)

it will be a lesson for me .

160610

2010-06-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

i need a break ,

tired both mentally ,

and physically .

praying hard .

and AKTF for dbsk .

junsu , whr are u ?

can anyone bring me out for a smoke ?

020610

2010-06-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

its june ,

and how long have i not been blogging ?

cannot be said as busy ,

but in fact im lazy .

yea , bk in thailand now .

kinda miss him .

this turn of events ,

have it made us stronger ?

090510

2010-05-09T13:35:00.003+08:00

- MUMMY , I LOVE U -

missing those times when we were together .
we had so much fun ,
and craps ,
some jokes which i've forgotten ,
the girl with a hairband would refresh it for me .
and ya ,
i jus couldnt stop myself from missing them .
but who invented "age" ?
we have to move on .
WE HAVE TO .
the misunderstanding this time ,
i really speechless .
it jus landed on both of ur hands this time round .
im glad that u did everything thinking of us .
and im also glad that u told me how u are feeling .

somehow , i need to stand in the middle .
to be fair to the both of u .
im sorry if i did say anything to hurt ur feelings ,
but this is needed in our friendship .

IM TIRED ALREADY .
I REALLY AM .
I WANT TO CARRY ON ,
BUT I GUESS I NEED A BREAK .
but tons of things is waiting for me to finish it .
wat to do ?
pick myself up and drag ?
or pick myself up to continue ..
im at a lost ,
jus like wat daemian says .
arhs , whatever la .
finish those on hands first , than decide .

if i could go back to those times ,
im willing .

220410

2010-04-22T17:47:00.002+08:00

finally ,
im gonna concentrate more .
listen more .

because im finally on the road !!!

anyway , its raining heavily now .
thunders here and there .

ps : gonna have dinner with bk , zj and ping now .
settling scores at the same time .
at aston ~! omg , its located so damn "near" me .
at blk 166
at woodlands . and ya , woodlands .

all of them studying now ..
so i shall study hard for my driving ..
arhs .

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow

im going to the grad ceremony with jasmine .
hais .

140410

2010-04-14T21:59:00.002+08:00

didnt get into poly ,
the rest are all starting sch in a few hours time .
boonkit and me .
that's the 2 of us left .
as we grow up ,
the better we become ,
the lesser we get to meet .

wat to do ?
maybe jus not cut out for studying .

today's incident make me really ..
really pissed off .
jus reply me a yes or no is it very difficult ?
i mean ,
i don mind u asking me where to meet ,
wat time ,
who is going ..
etc ..
u made me wait at cwp for tat long ,
lucky that im not alone ,
or i might jus brust off .
and lucky that wai is here with me too .
do i really have to give u a call asking u PERSONALLY u are coming or not ?
crack my heart or watever shit .
ytd already pack a pack of shit up during work ,
today u gave me this kind of fucking ass shit .

seriously speaking this is not the 1st or 2nd time le .
i really at a loss of words has to how to describe this .
is this how u treat ur other friends too ?
if they were ur so called " brothers" or "buddies"
THAN WHAT ARE WE ?!

so tat was wat im trying to convey ,
if u are still not understanding ,
than , we shall have a bonding session .
don blame me for nagging at u .
BECAUSE U DESERVED IT .

110410

2010-04-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

bring me away to a secret place
whr u hide all ur anger and sadness
share that place with me
cos i need to leave my anger and sadness there
FOREVER

watched how to train ur dragon with bk and zj .
awesome ~!
the dragon is cute la ..
"toothless"
and the lightening bolt it shoot was in BLUE ~!
freaking cool ok ?
i wish here oso got dragon ... =)
i will name it JUNSU .

feeling restless now .
jus feel like rotting .
didnt get into a poly course .
and yea ,
work work work .
totally become no life .

260310

2010-03-26T23:14:00.002+08:00

the crush i had on u has been the motivation for me in these 1 and a half year .
guess its time to let go .
time to release .

this has been making me up and down in my emotions and ya ,
congrates , u did it again .
my mood is down .

and yes , ytd and today im not working .
so ya , spent my days with my gangs .,
and really appreciate it . love them lots .
cos they nv fail to make me feel lame shit and laugh like hell .
i LOVE BOW ok ?

they are part of who i am now .
gracewong,quiping,yinwai,ziping,zhaojie,boonkit,boonseng.

thanks jeremy for that heartbreak .

190310

2010-03-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

happy birthday uncle . =)
and aunt =)

sometimes i jus like singing my lungs out .
jus enjoy singing oldies . =)
and the feeling jus goes on and on .
and ,
a question for u .
are u true ?

150310

2010-03-15T15:04:00.003+08:00

well well well ,
a little tortise did something funny on my facebook . LOL !
she help me tag my own pic on my FB .
thanks ar grace .
haha =)

anyway , jealous ?
inside my stomach shit come out liao .
hahaha .
GRACE WONG I DAMN MISS U OK ?
when the hell can i see u sia ?!

had a strange dream ,
i dream of myself in the hospital whr the cold room is .. the place to put corpse .
and i saw myself lying there .
i wanted to touch myself but i cant .
opps .
how how how ?

this irritating mixed feeling still wont go away .
i guess i need some time alone .
without u .
again .

040310

2010-03-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

march .
the warm weather has been making me sweat like no tomolo even when im sleeping .

alright , i got 995 .
woohoo . damn happy la
chio red some more ~!

gonna take tp at woodlands driving sch .
3rd lesson still in camp turn round round .
hais .
ppl 3rd lesson already on the road .
my S driving sucks to the core .
LOL .

went k box with wai today .
crazy .. we went crazy .
LOL .
she sing till no voice .
haha ~~

i miss BOW .
saw bs at his house bus stop when im going to 306
damn him . LOL .

250210

2010-02-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

suay day .
specs crack and it seems like i make a bubble on my spec .

so damn irritated the whole day .
should i buy contact lens tomolo ?

yea yea , went out with qp and zj today .
rocking at marsiling cc de ktv .
omg .
funny la ..
sing till totally no voice .
LOL

there goes my one week break .
finally .
im having my own time infront of my computer ..

koong , finally everything is over .
u survived .
yes , u survived .
=)

050210

2010-02-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

aww .
bad day today .

read grace's blog jus now .
so happy la ..
chat a while with her on msn .
=)

i really miss us together .
can we get back together again ?
maucks darling . =)

150110

2010-01-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

the kukus =)

chapter 142

still walking on .

kOoNg is still walking on .

attachment gonna end like early for her !!

yeah ~!

but no $440 .

she's gonna chiong TP lo !

still considering going back Bsolo to work or not .

anyway ,

everything's doing fine for her .

jus tat she cant concentrate on work well this few days .

she don noe y .

but she's glad that grace wong is back to the little tortise she knew .

she misses her la .

as for family matters .

jus let time to cool everything down .

tomolo is a weekend ,

she shall take the time to relax ,

and rest .

the last time we make love ,

you said that you love me true ,

im missing ur tender touch

(mickey - dbsk - my destiny)

100110

2010-01-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

orh , still heaven get used to writing dates in 2010 for yr .
zZz .

anyway , im going for poly this yr .
lead me the way to find the course that i wan . plssss ...

met jasmine ytd .
we had a long bonding session at typhoon area .
tok till don wan to go .
LOL

today went to amk market to have laksa .
and got to noe that cutlet auntie had passed away .
didnt let out any tears .
jus feel that i've lost something .
than went to mandai to pray ah ma .
still missing her after 10 years .

im glad that grace called me that nite .
although she sound down ..
take care of urself girl .
as long as u are alright ,
im fine ..

girl , i don wan to lose this friendship i had with u .
pls don be angry for so long ok ??

010110

2010-01-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

hi darlings ~

welcome to the world of 2010 ...

haha . went to countdown with wai , boonkit and zhaojie .

ok la . don wanna say much .

no fireworks !!

angry .

was sleeping like pig till ppl msg me "happy new year" early in the morning .

finally had a PH which i can sleep like pig and u ppl wake up early like 8 plus jus to msg ppl "happy new year" ??

zZz .

afternoon zj msg for lunch .

meet bk too .

watch avatar with both of them and zp .

before watching movie meet qp .

LOL .

the air tickets to HK were damn freaking attractive la .

i wan to go hk find u ...

zZz . but IAP ..

contradict huh ?

i wanna get samsung touch screen phone like omnia ..

but not omnia ..

i wan anycall ~

korea korea .

wanted to save for iphone BUT IPHONE CANNOT BT !!

and it was proved right on the 31st nite !!

roar ok ?!

my hand is hurting again .

261209

2009-12-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA JIU . =)

zZz , went to town with them . ZP's GF came along . haha .

it was fun .

but than , damn freaking lots and tons of ppl .

it doesnt feel like xmas .

maybe cos its not snowing ?

damnit , it doesnt snow in SG . @.@

i wan watch shelock holmes guys ~

i don mind watching avatar with u all =)

sometimes , i jus hate celebrating xmas .

and , its my first year celebrating xmas .

girl , when will u be back to celebrate with me ?

BUT STRICTLY NO GIFT EXCHANGE .

haha ..

201209

2009-12-20T04:04:00.002+08:00

R.I.P

zhao jie's ah gong .

hmm . don noe wan to go down or not .

see zp and bk free on monday or not ..

hais . everyone has to go one day . .

met with an accident today .

shoik man .

but don wish to tok further .

no injuries . so no worries .

arhs .

feb pls come faster .

so many plans incomplete !!

roar .

141209

2009-12-14T22:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONKIT ~

the army boy ~!

feel so sorry that couldnt make a celebration with u .

stay happy ya !

she still heaven reply me . =(

but what can i do ?

it seems that everything i say , all fell into deaf ears .

sad .

it jus simply breaks my heart .

SATURDAY

had a fun day .

zp , bk and zj went to bukitpanjang to cut hair .

april went to fetch them , i meet them all at kembagan for vietnam food .

totally laugh my head off .

zZz

we were crazy .

discussion about "satay" to bgr . omg !

than went bugis ,

bk brought shoe and a shirt .

than send zp and bk home .

on the way home in the car was super funny !!

don noe how to say ..

than went to fetch uncle and fatty .

off to changi village to sell zj .

LOL .

walk around the flea market .

and saw cute shirts .

back to home and something funny happened .

kana pester for the whole nite .

and they actually believe that junsu is my bf .

woohoo ~

LOL .

hais ,

no mood liao la .

wwan to sleep le .

12 more weeks to go ~~!

jia you koong ~!

061209

2009-12-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

6 dec .

im getting emo soon .

ytd nite was fun .

thanks jasmine for bringing us there .

im so pai say la ..

i noe what im doing .. but cant control . LOL !

i keep on having this feeling that something is not right ..

something happened ..

but who ..

hope its not my darling grace wong ..

grace , reply to my email asap can ?

im worried .

=(

051209

2009-12-05T15:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE WONG ~!
oww , miss u so much .

its raining outside right now ..
that girl should be sleeping under the blanket or kana sabo by her friends there . -_-
u come back we sure sabo u . LOL .
i miss the fun and chats we had la ..

i noe u are angry .. cos of that thing .. don angry la .. =D

im soo hungry right now .
yes yes ! later gonna meet jasmine at boat quay .
pub-ing ..
should be quite fun ..

ohshit ! my brain is him again .

021209

2009-12-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

second day of dec and i've got an MC .

boy , can u pls leave me ?
take the heartache away too .
its making me miserable .
allow me to find love .
i don wan to struck it to u .

been having heartaches almost everyday .
i don noe y .
i don wanna miss him .
and im stopping myself to think about him .

i need rest ,
away from this town .
to a village ..

take me away this sat .

happy advance b-day boon seng ~

151109

2009-11-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

there goes my movie ... (my GF is an agent)
didnt managed to catch a movie cos BK doesnt wanna watch a show that is in foreign language .
cos he lazy to look at subtitles .
ping is becos watch with GF liao . (always)
wai is cos not free .
QP watched before le .
BS don noe what happen . don wish to noe either .
than i decided not to watch .
LOL .
wanted to watch 2012 .
but they choose the 1205 and 1255 slot .
midnite de . -_-
i don wan to watch a show that looks lame .
than wanna watch paranormal .
scare the wits out of ourselves .
but i don wan .
LOL .
than ping say wanna watch astro boy .
but astro boy no slot .

zZz , told uncle that i wont be joining them yesterday after work .
cos i going bugis with ping and boonkit .
than april told me this .
arh arh arh ,., ya la .. now go out with friends .
when stress at work than call us out for dinner .
now she learn how to go dating liao is it ?

zZz . my dear uncle .
i long time nv go out with them le .. LOL .
next week sure sure sure find u ok ?!

talked to grace wong on friday .
had a funny talk .
hais .
that fella pissed me off again .
don say la ..
later u say me jealous .
haha . grace , its between me and u onli ok ?
i didnt tell my sister ..
but he noes im pissed off with him ..
but doesnt noe about wat thing ..
nvm , i shall forget this and carry on .
=D

i miss KEREMY . =(

061109

2009-11-06T15:40:00.003+08:00

classic photo of me and qp . =P
grace wong , remember this ?

haha . zul gave this to me .

my work place . messy hor ?

Ooo , i love this fruit tart .

the 132th post !

ermhm .

well well , today im on mc .

went to friendster , facebook .

put pic , steal pic .

LOL .

im bored la .

and im sick .

sian .

im looking forward to sat .

we shall have a nice bonding session ok ?

i wanted to give up .

but at the same time ,

im glad that i've found motivation through

jessie ,

evelyn ,

priscilla ,

zul ,

nisa ,

mardiah ,

nooraini ,

and

REDHA .

oso jasmine and junsu . >.<

311009

2009-10-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

hahaha , its junsu again =D

its FINALLY THE END OF THE MONTH !

like freaking happy la .

got 2 days mc .

thursday and friday .

asthma attack after D n D .

wtf ,

dinner and dance was quite fun .

laugh like hell too .

haha .

thursday see doctor than mc for 2 days .

kind of happy .

did my housework .

im a good girl .

hais .

friday meeting BOW for dinner .

dinner at blk 17 .

really appreciate it .

cos everyone agreed to it when i msg them !!

a small thing happen in the end but it was all solved !

good koong !

haha .

had crab , chicken , vegetable , prawn , fish for dinner .

total $64.50 .

LOL !

it was below my budget .

as BK and BS didnt eat , than it was divided by 5 persons .

$12.00 each .

wat a happy dinner i had .

and once i reach home ,

I ACTUALLY FELT HUNGRY !

after dinner went to QP house slack .

jeremy came to look for wai .

eh eh eh , not that jeremy but its my primary sch friend jeremy .

if that jeremy is that primary sch friend jeremy ,

i SURE FAINT !

cos of zj wan finish his RJ before 12.00mn ,.

everyone went home .

bk happy la ,

like finally he can reach home first .

haha .

his house nearest .

steady of him to walk us to 912 bus stop .

today went out with QP and wai .

to tampines mall 1 .

wanted to buy the handsome suit ,

but im broke !

had fruit tart that QP recommended ,

IT WAS NICE !!

haha .

than took bus home .

there is nothing in this world we couldnt talk about .

lets say last nite .

we tok about kotex -_-

the boys suddenly asked wats tampon ..

LOL !

gonna train on my songs now .

darlings ,

dinner often at there ok ?!

haha .

I LOVE U ~!

ps : grace wong , did u receive my msg ? tag me ok ?! TAKE CARE OF URSELF YA .

231009

2009-10-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

haha , ITS FRIDAY !

enjoyed my day at work ,
although its sleepy .
kind of happy that jessie is in the same team as me .
she is the cockroach , which wont dies easily .
my motivator !!

glad that pauline is coming to work .
girl , jia you .
i don wanna waste my 1 and a half year .
we have 4 more months to go onli !!
jia you together ok ?

i jus pray that my team doesnt need to get to transfer to BOC 1
that place is hell man .
finally got to adjust to the stress level here .
go BOC 1 sure brust .

oww ,
one of the zai called my girl >.<
y my zai nv call me ?
sadded .
but nvm ,
i BHB de , i call others .
haha !!

171009

2009-10-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

skip my part time work today .
whole day slack at ah gong house .
sorry bk ,
ask for ur time than nv go meet u .
next week ok ?
i promise ~

161009

2009-10-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

as expected ,
SALES .

SALES .

SALES .

well ,
mrs yeo came in today .

and yea ,
made me really ..

think alot .

still , im prepared for the worst .
quit sch .

i tahan the tears .
i tahan the tireness .
but i cant tahan my father's scolding .

telesales executive .
what a nice name u have given .

like wat zul said ,
EAT GRASS .

151009

2009-10-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to cai wen yin ~

12 oct ,

attachment starts .

met mardiah and nisa at mrt station .

all the way to aljunied .

TERRIBLE !

training all the way .

keep count down all the way till 6.30pm .

JIA YOU KURITA .

13 oct ,

started calling ..

calling ..

countdown to lunch .

lunched with pauline , redha , nooraini and jessie .

damn happy .

back to work .

got one sales .

happy siol ! first day onli got satu (1) sales !

than countdown to 6.30pm .

my team onli me and jessie classmate .

i relied on her and she relied on herself .

i cant be relied .. LOL .

im a bad friend .

14 oct ,

same .

meet the 2 friend .

than go there ,

pathetic us .

SIAN .

really u know , reach the building don wan to go up .

got sales .

but forgot how many .

LOL .

15 oct ,

same .

meet everyone at aljunied station .

walk there .

big group siol ~

anyway ,

those who are in class BL ,

and kana attached to GMG ya ,

ALL GIRLS .

swee la ~

16 oct ,

dress down day .

don noe what funny things im gonna do .

cos

BL IS WEARING THEIR CLASS T SHIRT TO WORK !!!

chio la ~

looking forward to tomolo .

cos ,

SAT NO WORK .

nice nice .

i miss BOW

270909

2009-09-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTH LITTLE DYLAN ~!

haha , its kelly mdm's son .

LOL ,

i remember asking her wat name she wan for her baby she told me this :

u got watch "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" ? inside got one guy name DYLAN . woohoo ~! i like tat name . my bb got to have that name . =D

and me , my expression change to sian diao .

LOL .

time passes freaking fast la .

mooncake festival coming .

and im working everyday ~~

got $$ leis .

how i wish they got double pay la .

if im still working in IKEA now .......

sure hit $1000 .

si beh sian . totally NO LIFE .

after 7 , im going crazy shopping !

im gonna date my darlings out !!

DARLINGS !!!

HELLO GRACE WONG , PLSSSSS UPDATE UR BLOGGGGG ~!

130909

2009-09-13T00:48:00.002+08:00

130909

2009-09-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

THANKS FOR THE ADVANCE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AT KBOX BY JASMINE LEE , PAULINE KOH , AND ELTON !!

i super love the smurfs ok ?

yeah , they gave me smurfs .

LOL .

so well , 12/09 im still working .

and i FINALLY got my hard disk for like a craving for so longgggg ..

i got a RED one .

THE RED IS CHIO !

but i regret not taking blue .

cos ping say it "jing yu" de blue .

and TMD !!!

the blue is nice too .

nvm , still perfer the red ..

tomolo i shall rock ah gong house man !!

no urgent matters pls don call me !!

thanks redha and boon seng for the msg =D

LOve ya both !!

090909

2009-09-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

DO u believe that the frog face is a SAKAE sushi computer mouse ?!
i damn wan it la !!
press the eyes !

PHOTOS !

090909

2009-09-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

weehooo ~~

FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER !!
i hand in section B all blank .
trust me .
i did that .

LOL

anyway , went out with ZJ and BK on a sushi treat .

I HATE SALMONS .

and gong dai me go eat that thing .
fuck ,
there is salmon inside .
ITS DAMN FREAKING SMELLY !!

tomolo going out with J and P and Elton .
woosh .
my money saying goodbye to me ..

poor BS got to work .
same like me .
haha .
anyway ,
gonna be kaisu .
post photos !

030909

2009-09-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

the 121st post !

went to sch for the army open house .

no comments for it .

i was under the sun for like ,

2 HOURS ?!

no goodie bag .

sian .

haha , but see those botak guys .

and i keep looking out for Boon Kit .

haha .

but too bad , he's in tekong !!!

ROAR !

wanted to try out the the the the wat ,

the rifle thingy .

but ...

ESTIMATED WAITING TIME = 60 MIN !

our class was like ...

WTF ?! 60 min = 1 hour .

stand there for one hour to play for like how long only ?!

zZz .

saw redhawk !

super chio la !

i wan the helicopter collar pin .

BoonSeng didnt managed to get it for me .

i think given out le .

someone captured my eyes today !!

Simei Ite Hairstying course de !!

haaha , that guy si beh cool ...

nv smile . tall somemore .

super cool guy ok ?!

Ooo .

saw him twice nia .

sadded .

FUCK TYPE .

I CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS !!

BUT THE UPLOAD ICON IS THERE !!

AND I CANT CLICK !!!!

ROAR !

030909

2009-09-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING !!

haha ,

managed to send him a long long msg to wish him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

like finally ,

he's 19 .

ping arh ,

don think so much liao ok ?!

FRIENDS FOREVER !

heh heh ,

wonder who would send me the first msg .

currently ,

deep down inside im wishing to see his wish for me FIRST .

but it couldnt be la .

must be gracewong or yinwai first .

totally 100% confidence that either she or she would wish me first .

definitely !

Ooo ,

youtube-ing for videos jus now .

and omg !

my little princess has got chinese version ~

DBSK hwaiting !

wahhhhh ,

Changmin's pronunciation in chinese doesnt tells me that he's KOREAN !

like a normal chinese ,

whereas Junsu ..

hahaha .

KOREAN accent !

i LOVE junsu la ok ?!

anyway ,

later gonna reach sch at 7.45am .

meeting jasmine at 7.30 .

andand ,

my eyes are still opening big hunting for Junsu on youtube .

something crack my mind today .

if one day i were to be a successful singer ,

would i be in a group ,

band ,

or solo ?

haha , me and my freaking dreams again .

im sorry .

but but ,

i wish im in a group .

cos ,

i DON WAN TO LIVE ALONE !

arh ,

really admire DBSK .

they lived together .

they love each other .

their bonds have nothing to describe .

if im in a singing group ,

i hope my group would be like them arh ..

haha .

if u were in DBSK's shoes ,

which member would u choose ?

MICKEY PARK YOOCHUN ,

YOUNGWOON JAEJOONG ,

U-KNOW YOUHO ,

CHOIKANG CHANGMIN

OR XIAH JUNSU ?

hee hee , greedy me ,

i wan to be XIAH JUNSU .

u noe y ?

cos he is the baby of the group ,

and likes to eat .

haha !

i oso wan food .

yumyum .

010909

2009-09-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

finally , sept's here !

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY .

didnt went sch .

and and ,

CONGRATES KELLY MDM ON HER NEW BORN !

baby boy sia ~ =D

i've got no life now .

everyday stare at books at home .

sch , out of my sight .

hais ,

work hasnt been smooth .

i've caused them and me to pay $100 plus for nothing .

we couldnt find whats wrong .

hais .

im making a little pillow for my mdm's boyboy .

haha .

hope it will come out fine tomolo !

im so excited .

i first time try on the sewing machine sia .

haha .

ping's birthday coming .

Ooo . @.@

I'VE GOT NO LIFE .

260809

2009-08-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH BLOGGER !!!
THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH HOTMAIL !!!
THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH FACEBOOK !!!
ROAR !!
IM PISSED OFF COS BLOGGER IS NOT WORKING PROPERLY !!
IM PISSED OFF COS HOTMAIL IS ALL ALIGHTED TO THE LEFT !!
IM PISSED OFF COS I CANT DELETE MY EMAILS !!
IM PISSED OFF WITH FACEBOOK COS EVERYTHING HANG THE MOMENT I CLICK MY PROFILE !!
ROAR !!

its time for me to sleep .

2210809

2009-08-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

爱情漫游, it is...

跟上MICKY的JAEJOONG
带你穿越黑夜的U-KNOW
把你JUNSU交给我
放开CHANGMIN跟我一起GO~

hahha , went to other ppl blog and saw this .
super nice la ~~ its 5566 song ..
and it rhythms .. =D

ow . my junsu ,
im missing u !

200809

2009-08-20T14:37:00.002+08:00

hi cutie,

finally blogger is alright now .

hope the problem wont come back again .

hais ,

sch is bored .

ah p didnt come to sch today .

and im missing everyone !

its no longer same like last time .

i can see whoever i wan to see in sch .

same applies in secondary sch .

arhs , im missing my DBSK now .

Ooo .

some "bus thirds" jus love to mention how they were being ill treated ,

when they were not .

it jus irritates my eye .

BITCH , FUCK OFF .

180809

2009-08-18T13:08:00.003+08:00

sia la . the guy chio sia .

anyway , i didnt went for NAFA test today .

sian , menses and menses .

than my father at home some more .

makes me more sian .

jasmine got 2 days mc .

and till now i heaven even go see doctor .

stupid polyclinic is always full of ppl .

AND MY MUM IS COOKING PORRIDGE AGAIN !!

lagi sian !!!

wtf .

i jus kept those pots and she's taking all out again .

and later kana nag is me again .

im super pissed off now .

everything doesnt goes smoothly .

roar .

no money liao .

mum took my money again .

fuck type de leis .

wan to tok to one person oso sian .

cos im lazy .

i jus wanna sleep the whole day .

but but but !!

roar !!!!

and y PIC needs final project ?

sometimes , really "admire" how the teachers plan our test and projects .

pls arh .. time faster pass now .

im looking forward to mooncake .

i wanna chiong .

everyday full shift .

song man .

can learn alot of things .

but i don think they allow me .

LOL !

things came true ytd .

and im sad .

it came true ,

but y it doesnt happen to u and me .

pronounced dead ,

and im missing u ,

ONCE AGAIN .

140809

2009-08-14T04:38:00.000+08:00

time: 4.38am - 140809

woohoo ,
i faced the computer the whole nite .
i should be in my dreams happily playing .
and cos of the projects ,
i still here .
waiting for those files to upload to the email .
jus in case the worst happens .

arh !!! i hate 14 of august la .
y everything together de .
PBL 3 and 4 supposed to hand up tomolo .
we did 3 ,
4 gone liao .

hais .
kana debar oso .
sian .

i really don noe wat to say for my life nowadays .
totally no mood again .
wanted to relax myself but i cant .
after sept after sept ..
everything would be back to normal .

IM HUNGRY .
my shoulders are giving problems right now .
somehow or rather ,
im still not used to the stressful life im having now .

i hate those remarks .

110809

2009-08-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

this year's national day was ,

erm ,
nothing .

went overnight fishing at changi after work .
and witness a "typhoon" .

during the nite , the sky was super dark .
and early in the morning ,
the wind was machiam FREE .
LOL .
hibernate at home for the day and went for BREAKFAST at night . =D

taiwan has typhoon ..
i wonder if grace is alright .

anyway ,
after the long weekends ,
sch starts !
wee .
im happy as i went K today ,
with wai they all .
hahah .
i enjoyed myself .
but but but but ,
4 HOURS IS NOT ENOUGH !!
=P

wats up with blogger again ?
cant upload photos le .
EMO LARRRR !!

070809

2009-08-07T14:30:00.003+08:00

today im supposed to go sch .

arhs . things happened in an unexpected way .

early morning back pain .

afternoon go back sec sch .

hais .

fuck them la .

do things so damn fucking slow .

national day coming .

and im bored !

nothing much to expect anyway ,

not that looking forward to the fireworks .

BUT IM KINDA LOOKING FORWARD TO LOOK AT BOONKIT !!

he's booking out like ..

TODAY ?!

orh !!

and i don noe if im able to see him tomolo ..

ping says tomolo meet ..

but no ppl noes about the meeting .

AND THE TIME AND PLACE .

are u my sun ?

happy belated birthday lovyn .

050809

2009-08-06T00:30:00.003+08:00

the 111th post !

blogger's GM heard what i've said ?

pics can be uploaded now .

great .

im speechless ,

im lost .

i don noe what to do now .

all we could do ,

is WAIT .

what the hell is the police doing ?

040809

2009-08-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

hais , blogger still cant upload photos .

nvm , this thursday is my interview .
with pauline .
haha .
i pray we can get in .
must get in .
i don care .
i wan work there .

hais .
my mind is full of completing my projects now .
when will i feel relax ar ?

020809

2009-08-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

today is a super enjoyable day ~

cos ,
everyone in our family turned up ~!
i took off ,
aunt took off ,
and my cousin shelia is here !
haha .

simply great to see everyone here .
at least it managed to let me forget about that thing for a day . (=

morning we went jogging .
afternoon went to ah gong house rest for a while ,
before that send my fat cat and her brother home .
went to cwp to collect the things from grace's aunt .

than we went pasir ris park .
i went crazy over there .
i really enjoyed myself .
really .
=D

than went to thailand village at chong pang to have dinner .
and we have a family photo .
2nd uncle super buay steady la ..
hide urself up .
at least my plan works . =D
and my aim for today was to have a family photo .

AND MISSION COMPLETE !!
haha , im gonna have that printed out and frame it !
LOL .
see the photo i feel so happy .
it let me forget everything .
=D

I LOVE MY AH GONG !! =)

020809

2009-08-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

fucking hell ! blogger still cant upload photos !!

ATTENTION TO BLOGGER HQ : PLS FIX THAT FUCKING SYSTEM OK ?! IF NOT MANY PPL IS GONNA JUMP BLOG LIAO .

hais
I END UP AT THE BBQ ON FRIDAY . LOL .

sorry to jasmine and pauline , didnt accompany u both ton . =(

300709

2009-07-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO QUI PING !!
stay pretty and happy always . =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY .
stay happy always .

sch was ...
hais .
gonna get busy tomolo .
i don feel like going to the BBQ now .
im tired ...
really ..
i can even sleep at void deck now .
omg .

love ya darlings .
take care .

Y CANNOT POST PICTURES ?!

2009-07-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

from BRYAN's facebook :

# BEST FRIENDS ARE SIBLINGS THAT GOD FORGOT TO GAVE US. #

people , do u agree ?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LOW ZHAO JIE !!

my "sister" .. LOLS .

she's damn cute .

haha .

had botak with wai , ping and zhao jie .

shitty him .

both ping and him had latte and he couldnt get to sleep .

me too .

i had mocha .

worst .

thanks arh ping !

LOL .

both qui ping and boon seng is sick .

get well soon ya ~ super miss u all ok ?

vijay oso , get well soon .

gonna get busy with things liao .

and , i've been late for sch for 2 days !

debarment on the way to say halo .

shit shit shit .

so many things i wanna learn ..

driving license ,

drum ,

harp ,

guzheng ,

horse riding !!

after my IAP .

SIAN 1/2 .

grace wong arh ,

so long nv online le .

i wan tok to u .

im missing u .

260709

2009-07-26T21:30:00.003+08:00

hi everyone !

pauline , this guy handsome not ?!

LOL

yes . today is sunday .

and time pass like .. so fast .

didnt sleep ytd nite .

went out to eat with zhao jie .. around ..

2am plus ?

ate tat beehoon goreng ,

spicy till my stomach feels strange .

LOL .

than tok to him till morning , came back , bath than went out again .

like , so PACK .

LOL .

tomolo PIC ca3 le ,

and i still heaven study .

oh dear .

IM FEELING STRESS .

i need my junsu's voice now .

gonna call him later . LOL .

fuck u kurita !!

lame shito .

goodnites everyone ..

erm , nope .

gotta wait till 12am .

if i can .

cos im gonna spam ppl with msgs .

haha .

no choice ..

CAN I SAY , IM RECEIVING ELECTRICAL MOMENTS FROM U ?

260709

2009-07-26T01:35:00.002+08:00

jia xuan and me ..

was going around facebook and i saw this .

so i steal it .

and i laughed infront of my computer for like ..

10 mins .

@.@

and this sentence came into my mind ..

"when we were small ."

LOL .

not small .

is younger .

"when we were younger"

haha .

couldnt stop laughing .. really .

and , i like guys with ear studs ..

they look nice in ear studs .

JUNSU TOO !

230709

2009-07-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHELIA NG AND JASMINE LEE !!

ga de get get .. ga de get get ~

LOL , successfully irritated jasmine with this !! woohoo ~

SUPER HAPPY TO IRRITATE JASMINE .

haha .

ok la , don get get liao .

ding ah ding ah ding .. wo xin ya xin ya xin huan xi !!!!!!

I WAN EAT PORK CHOP LIKE WAT NOW !!!~

our precious boon kit boy is going army tomolo .

our first offical army boy .

he gonna shave shave `` BOTAK .

I WILL MISS U BOY ~!

super miss u ..

hais .

after 2 weeks than can see him .

MUST TAKE CARE OF URSELF OK ?

hmmm , i don think he will see my post ba ?!

anyway , got to know something which got me thinking the whole day .

shall not tok about it anymore .

and , talk about some stuffs inside the canteen with jasmine ,

and now , the thing till now still don wan to get out of my mind .

heart super pain .

really hurts .

regarding our IAP .

its confirm already .

maybe the teachers could ask us to write our resume sooner ?

wouldnt it save all the trouble for u and for me now ?

everything are all CRUSH up together .

and now ,

got damn lots of things to do .

girl , at least aim for ur IAP can ?

take care of urself inside boy .. =D

2 weeks and i shall see u botak head !!! LOL .

should be cute rite ?

140709

2009-07-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

THE 101TH POST !!!

super cool man .

answers the grace wong . i like these pic .

070709

2009-07-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JI XIANG !

Long time no see him liao .

after sch went to talk cock with jasmine under the void deck .

ah P went home sleep .

she super tired ok ?

than went to meet quiping and grace wong .

to get a pair of heels .

AND HELL TO IT MAN ,

those heels i like , but wear liao not comfortable .

and got one super expensive .

$120 .

cos that one inside really damn comfortable lo !!

but no money buy . LOL

than back to cwp meet bs , wai , zp and zj .

on the way kao beh with bs ,

grace kao beh with zj .

super hilarious ok ?!

than bs so fierce sia ..

and he looks cute in specs .

and PRETTY without specs ~

zj today oso fierce sia .

i wonder who piss him off .

wai goes around with her laptop today .

grace wear contact lens today . buy black colour one ~~ @.@

quiping teach wai the nobody dance ~~

and me ,

slack the day out .

and tonight's moon is nice ..

im queuing up to go lala land .

060709

2009-07-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

FREAKING FIRST DAY OF SCH !!

aish ~ jus got a msg from wai that one of the singapore H1N1 patient is going to die .

hais .

totally at the loss of words for the flu thingy in singapore .

question marks are coming into my head as in why :

CCA's are suspended , and sch is NOT .

hilarious isn't it ?

PPL ARE STEPPING ON MY TEOS !!

and im trying to bear wit it .

8 more weeks ~

so JKP , we gonna chiong !!

jia you ok ?!

u wanna say love love love love love love ..

and i say okay okay ~

. wilber pan .

040709

2009-07-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

5 more days and she's leaving .

took the circle line today .

erm , i understand y they say circle line fast le .

its RUNS fast onli .

the time take from woodlands to chinatown is still the same .

LOL .

BOW's united day !!

wosh , i had fun !!

how about u guys ?

even though we keep stopping and blocking ppl's way while shopping .

LOL .

thats our tradition ~~

loves to slack and stand while talking at a place .

photos upload another day ~~!

WELL , THINGS DIDNT GO THE WAY THEY WANTED .

MISSION INCOMPLETE ~

040709

2009-07-04T00:57:00.002+08:00

STUN

was wat i could say ytd nite .

becos i think we saw "her" .

whatever it is ,

she didnt step on me and i didnt step on her .

so , jus went separated ways .

well , today was a long day .

work for a day and went to watch movie with my happy darlings !!

my princes and princesses !!

weee ~ except for quiping ..

BUT ,

not to worry ,

becos ,

TOMOLO WE ARE GOING OUT AS A GROUP AGAIN !!

are we going to esplandanet to play the lift ?

LMAO !

no matter wat ,

tomolo i must get those photos !!

i MUST !!

hahahhahahaha !!

who is gareth tan ?

he looks familar on facebook .

waiting for polar bear's reply ..

020709

2009-07-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

was chatting and webcam-ing with jasmine lee on msn .
and looking at the rings and accessiories i brought via jasmine friend's online shopping net .
and ta da , the time is here , and i got to move .

met those crazy guys and bitches at cwp's boots and shoes .
but in the end meet outside kfc .
LMAO .
boonkit , ziping , wai and me head to mac to makan .
qui ping came .
than toilet break .
this lady , gracewong , is finally coming back to reunite with us !!
woohoo !!
wosh ~

due to the weather , the plane was flying above in the sky for 20 mins before landing .
than we head to terminal 1 , look at the arrival thingy .
woohoo , i finally see grace wong !!
SUPER DUPER HAPPY ALRIGHT !!

head to terminal 3 and did crazy stuffs !!
omg . nothing can explain the happiness im feeling .
im super duper high today !!

tomolo , after work we are going for a movie treat !
wait for me !!
wait for me !!

sad thing is ,
I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE .

but wat can i do ?
u have to study rite ?
i believe ,
i do believe ,
one day ,
u would be fetching me at the hong kong airport .
but first , let me get my license first !!

i love BOW .

010709

2009-07-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

its the start of a new month ..

tada , we have stepped into the month of july .

seven months ...

total , 15 months .

hais .

TOMOLOISTHEDAYWHEREICANFINALLYSEEGRACEWONG !!

super excited now !!

now going to accompany that polar bear and his brother to 888 to makan .

that polar bear .

zZz , jus speaking of him and he onlined !!

i mean , the guy kurita USED to have in her heart .

and now , my heart jumped out !!

260609

2009-06-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

ANOTHER MEMORABLE DAY FOR ME .

nice one kurita , u finally pass ur FTT ya .

today's msn was chaotic .

Ping , BoonSeng , YinWai and Zhao Jie online-ed together .

of course , multi conferencing .

haha , it was fun .

onli short of QuiPing and GraceWong .

than , YuQiang came .

LMAO .

really . but looking at our conversation i can laugh like hell .

OOVOO came in mind ,

and BoonSeng dl-ed it .

Woohoo , multi webcam-ing starts !!

haha , GraceWong , go dl oovoo oso leis .

haha .

Than went for FTT .

i had preparation for failed .

But i PASSED !

si beh song ~~

alright , people ,

wondering what kind of presents to give your friends for birthdays ?

check out tis website .

its selling miniplant .

and its damn cute la ..

prices are affordable ..

http://home.landscape-sg.com/

if u are interested ,

contact daemian88@hotmail.com

u can grow ur own flower , fruits , plants and veggies .

try it out . =)

daemian , don say i nv help u ar .. haha .

my darling grace ,

no one wish for this thing to happen de .

im sorry that i wasnt by ur side to lend u my shoulder when this happens .

i could onli reply u via sms .

i went through this once before .

but wat can i do ?

they doesnt appreciate what we have given them .

so just let them be .

no matter wat ,

we still have to walk on .

pls remain strong my girl .

i will be there no matter wat ..

jia you my girl .

230609

2009-06-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

goodbye B.S CWP for tomolo ...

im going to AMK hub B.S outlet ..

ROAR !!!

but can see my ah mei !! (see miang)

i wonder how is she ..

heh heh .

after tomolo ,

off for 2days .

thursday , class outing .

sentosa trip .

friday , final theory .

i pray and pray .

today i try banana cake .

quite nice .

and i did closing for the damn fuking second time .

this time was ok ~~

going facebook-ing for a while ..

than study FTT for a while .

and lala land ..

here i come ~~

210609

2009-06-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY LAO BEH DAY ~

holidays now and i work work work like hell .

who cares . money comes in anyway .

well , saw karen's msn nick .

she wants to learn back guzheng and yang qin .

wosh ! u should do that girl !! cos u have the potential .

GRACE WONG .

IM MISSING U NOW .

woohoo .

i broke my finger .

thanks arh .

and happily , my wallet has got a hole .

wah , went out of the country .

and oh shit .

im NOT missing u .

haha .

im like a pig , i slept till 3noon today .

lucky my bro ask me wake up .

if not i sure late for work .

y ? i woke up at 9am to take book from wai .

thanks wai ~ she come my house take give me sia ..

so pai seh ..

in my sleeping shirt and shorts somemore .

@.@

than i down again .

till 3 noon .

my brother shout 3 noon liao still sleep arh ? u no work meh .

ho seh liao !

straight away jump up !

hais , ping arh .

live one day at a step one time .

don take everything to heart .

don think too much .

all these problems are created by man .

and man has to solve it .

i can tell u how how and how .

but everything is in ur own brain and hands .

look around and see how colourful this world is .

and firstly ,

SEARCH FOR UR RAINBOW BUILDER !

shall end my post here .

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2009-06-15T22:31:00.003+08:00

CURRENTLY IN A NERVOUS MODE

DUE TO THE PERFORMANCE TOMOLO AT UNIVERSITY CULTURE CENTRE

IM BACK THERE AGAIN SINCE LAST TIME I WENT THERE FOR THE SCH'S ANNIVERSARY PERFORMANCE FOR FUCHUN .

CURRENTLY LAUGHING AT SOMEONE'S BLOG .

BECOS OF THOSE "UNGLAM" PICTURES .

lol .

AND JASMINE .

i love the pictures on ur blog .

AND SERIOUSLY ,

SINGAPORE SHOULD BAN LONG SLEEVES SHIRT FOR FORMAL WEAR .

jus joking .

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2009-06-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

yea , and someone used the method of telling everyone that the SH has something to say to us to make us go sch .

yea , all of us were there . except a few .

but where's the SH ?

nowhr in sight .

and the LT is packed .

what do we do ?

JUS WAIT LOR .

damn fed up with the system in the sch nowadays .

super pissed off .

cos i think i go to sch today is jus a waste of time .

i had a great time with jasmine .

BONDING at pizza hut .

AND MY DVD PLAYER IS GIVING ME PROBLEMS !!!

STUPID REMOTE CONTROL .

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2009-06-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

THE 89TH PARAGRAPH .

finally , last paper down .

"phew" was the word inside my head .

and "tomolo im working !! SIAN !! " was inside my head too .

wanted to enjoy .. RESTING at home , but work work work runs into my mind again and again .

BUT ,

i dont think "work" was the correct word .

perhaps i should rephrase it .

RESTING at home , but money money money runs into my mind again and again .

expenses are really up and increasing this month .

ROAR !! don wish to tok about money .

this morning meet jasmine at clementi bus stop .

went to sch together ,

ate breakfast .

and saw 2 FREAKING UGLY DUMOKUNS WALK PASS .

and i roar-ed .

yes . i hate them .

i hate dumokuns .

give that to me as a b-day present and i don noe what the hell i will do to u .

I MUGGED TODAY .

and thanks to all those ppl who laugh in the class ,

my ears are so FREAKING PAINFUL NOW !!

do u noe that the frequency of ur laughter is so damnFUCKINGhigh inside that room ?

BOP , flunk-ed

PIC , flunk-ed

CRM , flunk-ed

woohooo ,

tomolo our BELOVED SH is meeting us at 10am @ LT .

happily arh .....

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2009-06-09T15:30:00.001+08:00

sob sob !!

tomolo last paper le !!

chiong chiong ..

si beh sian .

today me and jasmine si beh sian .

went to IMM with redha for LJS .

yummy .

had a great time .

went home by bus .

reach home bath ..

than go room find the photos !!

ITS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND !!

how ?

sia la ..

my memories ..

kns .

im sorry i didnt smile to u today .

050609

2009-06-05T23:32:00.004+08:00

busy day . whole day pack like hell .

after sch , choir .

after choir , work .

pauline , sama sama arh ..

jasmine .. shoik la .. can sleep at home .

omg .

suddenly my heart machiam throw away a big stone .

don noe y .

one more paper to go .

than chiong work liao .

si beh sian de leis .

not enough ppl than recuit la ~

keep asking me go back work .

think fun arh ?!

i no sch arh ?

i no life arh ?

i oso got friends de ma .

that day lucky i didnt go back .

if not missed the chance to go out with BOW ~

except ping .

"busy with girlfriend"

eh , faster become father la ~~

LOL

watched

BLOOD the last vampire ..

than i think think .. this movie like someone ask me go watch before leis ..

ELTON .

im sorry ~~!!

quite nice la .

BUT I DON LIKE THE ENDING .

got head no tail .

i saw something shocking !!

omg .

020609

2009-06-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

the second day of the sixth month goes like tis ....

woke up at 0530 - bath and get dressed .

0615 - slowly walk to bus stop .

0630 - took 963 at interchange and started spamming pauline at the same time .

0730 - reached sch and suay sia !! kana caught by mr zaki .

walk go locker change shoe and wear scarf .

lesson starts at 0800 - BOP . mindmap and summary of unit 2 and 4 .

cos i didnt do unit 2 .

ms chan nag again ... cos she wants us to finish unit 4 at the same time .

and i onli did unit 2 . whr pauline and jasmine did unit 2 and half of unit 4 .

this one die die oso must do . cos don wan see the sad face ..

and CRM lesson at 1000 - DOTA TIME !!

woohoo . play tilll i went crazy .. and i found something funny about that panda's level 6 skill .

haha .. laugh like hell ..

than mr lee started to chase ppl ...

ROAR ! quit game la quit game la ..

wanted to watch dance,subaru .

in the end , jasmine tempt me sia !! say wan watch DBSK for 15 sec go and spent $6.50 might as well go k box .

cannot RESIST ok ?

go lo . jurong safra .

wah , their system solid sia !!

touch screen .. got game to play .. they room si beh nice ..

environment BAGUS !

ai ya , u go than noe la .

than go Fan yoong with april sis .

wait wait wait ..

and went home .

go kranji took chair ..

went home ..

TIRED .

my eyes wanna close liao ..

omg .

here goes my second day of june .

zZz .

LEE ZHANG MIN AR LEE ZHANG MIN !

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2009-06-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

the first day of the sixth month started like tis ....

lying on the bed don wanna wake up due to the pain in the back .

went for the afternoon lessons which was BOP than PIC .

mummy came to look for the SH .

which my mummy became pissed off cos she made her wait .

and happily toking about MY attendence .

alright , was kinda pissed off la hor .

cos which parent would like it when UR CHILD keeps asking u for $$ saying that she/he is not feeling well and wants to see a doctor to get an MC ??

at the end of the session ,

my mummy says its a waste of time .

AND SHE ASK ME TO GO TO SCH EVEN IF IM DYING .

cos we are really poor and have no money to see a doctor .

if im rich ,

I WONT BE STUDYING IN SINGAPORE'S ITE .

for the sake of having experience in the banking line ,

I WILL GO TO SCH ,

even if im dying ..

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2009-05-29T23:35:00.003+08:00

how i wish i can pluck out my nose now ....

IM DOWN WITH THAT STUPID FLU .

coming up next :

SORE THROAT .

hais .

i failed my final theory .

LOL . still can laugh .

anyway , went crazy inside the canteen today .

atiqah's laptop got tons and tons of things about DBSK .

not onli DBSK , SUJU ...

wai , SUJU leis ~~~

ur super junior .

LOL .

i like that fat guy .

oh shit , i've been noticing fat guys recently .

jia lat la .

omg , simply loves junsu ok ?

im crazy over him !!

than went to play badminton .

sweat like hell .

back home now .

looking at someone's facebook .

and laugh the hell out of it .

im bad ...

im bo liao ..

i noe ..

and i found CHARLES AND NICHOLAS'S FACEBOOK !

wah !! i still prefer their primary sch looks .

HAHA !!

of course , add them liao .

haha ..

and saw the BHB oso .

"exciting one" ya .

indeed ,

i need a rest .

but girl , its time to start moving ..

pauline and jasmine says ,

from monday onwards they are gonna call me "dear dear" .

OMFG .

how should i react ?

i think i would laugh finish first than answer them .

haha .

and wai yin ho didnt go sch today .

BAD GIRL .

someone used to call me bad girl too .

but now , no more .

not anymore .

during PIC lesson ,

JKP played DOTA .

jasmine - JUNSU LOVER (y u take the name i wan ?)

pauline - JAEJOONGIE (i add IE behind . LOL )

kurita - YOOCHUNMICKEY (in the end i use YOOCHUN nia)

conclusion is ,

HAVE U SEEN DBSK PLAYING DOTA ?

haha .. i wan kill that lvl 25 monster .

si beh song !

and and , if rattletrap clockwerk's skill could be used on juggernaut ,

IT WOULD BE PERFECT !

Lastly ,

ELTON IS FINALLY 17 !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

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2009-05-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIN XIANG ~ (froggy)

the worst thing gonna happen .

which i don wan it to happen .

omg .

and it happen .

WTH ?!

was playing WTF mode with jasmine during dota lesson today .

gonna mug on CRM and the rest of the subjects soon .

i need a bigger memory card .

somehow , dota's WTF mode is fun .

LOL .

now im trying to study for the FTT .

which im gonna fail like hell tomolo .

omg .

y the book so thick sia ?!

LCB .

oh shit !

im thinking of him again ~

i jus wan to hear ur dolphin's voice ..

(oh baby~!)

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2009-05-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

i pray hard ..

really hard ..

THAT SINDY MDM IS ALRIGHT .

so that she can come back to work soon .

and nag the hell out of me !

i miss u la mdm !!

pls ..

hope nothing happens .

even if something happen ,

let it go .

fly off like how a mimosa flies .

I HAVE NO MOOD TO UPDATE .

COS IM WORKING TOMOLO !!

ROAR !!

simply love msg-ing with wai yin ho ~

haha .

still as guai lan as ever .

woohoo ~

muacks ~

260509

2009-05-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

its tuesday .

pauline didnt come sch .

her phone commit sucide .

hais .

slept the whole day in sch .

im really really really ..

hais .

morgan oso say that he drag his feet to sch everyday .

me too .

should i or should i not ?

holding on to jasmine ..

she motivates me to sch .

pauline and jasmine ..

lets jia you ok ?!

hais .

sch is driving me crazy .

but jasmine is making me high ~

haha !!

the exciting one !!

tomolo and thursday working ,

roar !

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2009-05-25T22:20:00.004+08:00

super tired .

today pauline nv come ar .
sian .

totally colourless .

kuku redha lost her wallet , but found back already .

phew ..

she almost cried out .

but she did not .

brave redha !

if me , i confirm cry ~~

outing outing ~

wat can i do ?

lead me pls .

dearest BOW ar ..

im losting my confidence again !!

cheer me up babes and dudes !!

SENG BOON CHUA nv fails to cheer me up !!

LOL !

thats all .

i miss u man ~~

bye `

210509

2009-05-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

FINALLY ITS THURSDAY !!

woohoo ~

reached sch early today .

redha too !

haha .

she is sick .. poor thing ..

get well soon , kuku redha !!

sore throat is hunting me !!

fuckFUCKfuck ..

while in the canteen waiting for time to pass in the morning ,

i tok to jasmine about junsu and "junsu" walked pass us IMMEDIATELY !!

yes !! immediately !

omfg .

than saw ruby ..

she ccame to chat with us ..

haha ~ funny sia she tok ..

than shouted to a dbsk fan in her class ..

i don noe how to spell her name ..

haha .. she went crazy oso .

seriously , he really looked like "junsu" .

HE'S MINE !! lols !

before leaving , middle fingers rise up to the occasion .

haha .

jasmine and pauline pointing to ruby .

and me pointing to the dbsk fan .

cute siol !!

went for PIC lesson .

mdn seet not here .

nvm . i got used to it .

went slacking .

than back to sch .

pauline has got the prison visit .

and she says quite fun .

i not feeling well after that ..

i tell jasmine i wanna go home .

uncle came to fetch me .

im sorry jasmine .

than jasmine went home oso got fever .

zZz .

take care ok ?

went to work .

heavy rain !

and i was super fedup with a person there .

cant even help ?

i manage to finsih off everything ..

and omg .

still got lots to do .

watever it is ,

today's is today's work .

lalala ~~

im hungry now ..

and im currently spamming zhao jie's msn ~

which no matter what i type ,

the message could not be send .

fuck sia .

everytime is me de leis .

i tok to anyone is ok ..

except him .

always the message cant be send .

oh .

got to sleep now .

hair going to dry le .

bye bye ~

PS: its POLO teeeeeeee tomolo !!

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2009-05-20T15:41:00.005+08:00

LOL !! cant i just rotate the pictures ?

im lazy . ya .

so sorry .

haha .

im working later ..

SIAN !!

bye ~

190509

2009-05-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

wo la la ~ im back to blog again .

so damn shoik with short hair .

haha ~

sorry karen !!

cant upload photos as requested .

will try again tomolo ~

today the threesome are good girls .

we attend lessons on time !

great job !

tomolo oso like that ok ?

tomolo 9am lesson .

first lesson will be CRM test .

i heaven study yet .

opps .

haha .

i wan watch DBSK mv la !!

bye ~

DONALD DUCK : IF IM NOT BEING PUNISHED TODAY I WONT COME TO SCH .

LOL !

180509

2009-05-18T21:47:00.001+08:00

NOT IN THE MOOD TO UPDATE .

170509

2009-05-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

jus reach home from work .

saw a post card on my table .

from gracewong ~

FINALLY U SEND ME SOMETHING ~

that pic was great ~ nice one .

but i prefer japan de leis .

got london one already good liao .

i've got something to announce !

I CUT MY HAIR LIAO .

soft concave .

super love my hair la !!

today went to jog macritie reservoir .

si beh tired ~

leg pain ok ?

and now my stomach pain ..

Junsu apply oil for me pls ...

LOLS !

impossible ~~

170509

2009-05-17T00:01:00.003+08:00

clock just strike 12 !

currently waiting for my hair to dry .

and clothes to finish rolling in the washing machine .

sian ~

today is weekends .

and here ,

working and working .

tomolo going to jog .

don noe at whr .

and they are sending my fat cat home .

super sad la !

i wan jog with her .

just now she almost cry sia .

heart pain pain !!

i cant wait for monday to come ~

cos i would be able to see J and P .

we seems in-separate-able ~

gosh .

What's wrong with me today ?!

Morning made things go wrong .

I spoilt a cake .

And the customer complains about the cake that she got ytd .

stupid sia ,

u didnt check the cake than u take liao .

the icing oso inside ur stomach liao u now wan another cake .

demand for 2 kg somemore .

u think we would give u meh ?

the cake i spoilt one is half kg so they will repay u 1kg .

u think u can finish the 2kg cake than say la ..

no evidence , no tok .

if u could finish the 2 kg cake CHOCOLATE BANANA than say .

kao ~~

this is the problem with TOO MUCH education .

oh dear , u ran into my heart again ..

which i forgot to close the door .

#.#

150509

2009-05-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

halo .

back to blog .

pauline and i were late for sch today .

was woken up by jasmine .

set the wrong alarm time .

tot it was 9am's lesson .

KURITA !! EVERY FRI IS 8AM'S LESSON !

super tired nowadays .

aunt redie coming .

hais .

a hand sign was given to me by u .

and oh shit !

i forgot that hand sign was a weapon ,

where u stole my heart again .

-_-

oh bring back my warm heart to me ~~

bring back ~

oh bring back ~

oh bring back my warm heart to me ~

to me ~

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2009-05-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

jus came back from yishun dam fishing .

caught nothing .

haha , but i learned something new .

sing song with my brother .

dance with him .

went crazy .

and make ppl laugh till don wan to fish .

currently waiting for my hair to dry before going to sleep .

sch starts at 9 tomolo .

and im still here blogging .

LOL !

Pauline and Jasmine are loved !
oh well , surfed the net with my hp in class today .
copy and pasted junsu's pic into my hp .
si beh cute ~
cant wait to show it to pauline tomolo .
haha !

i saw u today .

but it didnt make my heart went crazy .

but still ,

u are cute .

and im trying my best ,

at the same time ,

to get u out of that place ,

for another one .

but i bet there wont be another one ,

cos im contradicting myself ,

when i have gotten used to have u inside my heart .

anyway ,

wish u good luck for ur industrial attachment .

hope you get into a good hotel/bar .

and , remember to smile always . =)

130509

2009-05-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

ITS WEDNESDAY TODAY !!

went for pizza hut .

and saw dexter and friends .

CRAP sia him ~ LOLS .

crap back lo .

than finally got my MACFURRY !!

woohoo ~

si beh song !

went to tyhoon area .

3 plus uncle came to fetch me .

sorry girls , cant spent much time with u .

this morning something happened .

and caused pauline to rush to sch .

LOLS !!

Pauline Jia You !

Jasmine Jia You !

Kurita Ai Ni !

alright , after dinner april sis suggested for a jog .

woohoo ! that was simply a cool thing man !

i went for it .

jogged at admiralty park , jus behind the prison whr sakura restaurant is .

damn wulu ~

tak scare !! jus jog !!

i now leg blood flowing ..

SI BEH SONG !

tomolo tomolo !!

got things to share again ~~

i cant wait for tomolo to come !!

wee ~~

SH called my mum and my mum told me this :

if I don go down , she wont let u take ur exam .

OMGNESS !!!

what do u expect when my mum is working ?

heaven i been going to sch on time recently ?

my mum has got no free time .

money is hard to earn .

what do you expect ?

hais ,

i really don noe what to say .

since its like this ,

what shall i do ?

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2009-05-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

PIC CA 1 .

alright , it was crazy to have CA at tis time .

really .

but than , come to think again .

actually tis CA is an advantage to us .

cos its onli covering 3 units and it takes up 10% of it .

but i took it for granted .

I DIDNT MEMORIZE WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO .

well , wats over is over .

today gonna chong projects again .

tis semester got lots of "pok check" to be done .

what can i do ?

my itchy hand choose this course .

gotta live with it .

after dinner went to yishun dam .

cool place to hang out with .

explored the extend bridge and went very deep in .

cool man ~

opps , jasmine ask me to do research ,

and im happily researching for junsu on facebook .

wat the hell ..

she's gonna kill me later .

haha .

girls ! we had a fun day today rite ?!

oh man , really miss the days we 3 were so carefree .

pauline pls come to sch la ~~!

and finally i got jasmine crazy over DBSK !!

haha !! (EVIL)

take on me just free your mind ~~

SAI NING KONG KAM !!

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2009-05-09T21:12:00.005+08:00

jus got back from work ..

and talking on msn with Grace Wong .

finally she got enrolled into a university in US .

woohoo . love u girl .

i knew u can do it .

yesterday went bonding session with jasmine lee .

wee ~ im feel so happy now .

i wan more can ?!

haha .

jasmine is happy too .

too bad pauline not here la .

she at 511 bonding .. LOLS !

simply love DBSK ok ?

my little princess ~

haha .

BOLERO !

mother's day coming .

and its time to get busy !!

im becoming more and more sian about my life .

someone pls change my life !!

omg ~

shit man ,

i wan to change of hairstyle ,

but no money .

wah ~ y everything needs money ?

omg omg !! i found that song in chinese version !!

"Hug"

只要让我做一天你温暖的睡床

oh baby 可以温柔的把你搂在我的怀中哄着你入眠

梦中每个细小动作轻声在你的耳边诉说

都会让我打败所有怪兽在你梦里

oh没有我你如何度过你又是怎样消磨时间

会不会爱我好想听你说

是否有我爱你的多

悄悄藏在你抽屉里成为你心情的日记

不能知道的你的小秘密全部关进我心里好好地

我幻想有一天能变成你的猫咪

oh baby 它可以品尝你倒的牛奶而且还在你手心淘气

每次和它开始玩耍抱紧它时动作的亲密

都会让我感到有一丝小小的妒忌

oh 这些就是我的爱情只有你始终在我眼里

无论在哪里只想看着你没有谁能将你代替

哪怕只有一天也好我也想做你的亲密情人胜利的骄傲

忧伤的烦恼我愿意用心去倾听

只为你 in my heart in my soul 爱原本空白陌生对我是那么的难懂

woo...baby 想要把世界上所有美好都给你即使在梦里

woo...这些就是我的爱情希望能一直看着你有一些感激

藏在心窝里我努力去完美自己

想要一直在你身边我们一定可以相恋

搂你在怀中轻轻抱着你我想要可以永远的爱着你

wah ! super happy la !!

junsu says

" i onli have u in my eyes "

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2009-05-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

super love this photo ~

woohoo , thank BUDDHA for letting me find back my thumbdrive .
jasmine find it back at the banking hall .
phew . thanks jasmine !

we went to buy 4D today !!
haha ~ but it flew la ..

jasmine asking me to draw the logo for our bank now .
zZz . lazy la .
and my hand don wan to hold a pencil or pen now .
i remember telling someone tis sentence .
and he says laugh out loud .
something worth smiling la .

today ,
i made jasmine angry .
sorry jasmine .

alright . hope things are alright now .
not going to ponder over those things .
i jus have to look infront and enjoy every single day .
smile ~
and i still have jasmine and pauline here .
always here .

GRACE WONG ,
CAN U PLS UPDATE UR FUCKING BLOG ?!
I SUPER MISS U LA !!
and u got so many heart to send me ..
im so touched ok ~

im going nuts .
projects and meeting deadline .
when is my deadline ?
haha .
alright , need some lipton tea now .
im currently brainless cos of somebody .
=.=

suddenly i found this dairy inside my drawer .
and i flip it open ,
to found it flipped to august 15 ,
the day i got ur number .
i couldnt forget how i smiled that day .
and how i survived that nite working .
to u , it might be just an entertainment .
but to me , it is important .
my first and my last .
and now , im missing u .
for no reason ,
im missing u .
u are running thru my head .
and to find out that im really an entertainment to u .
it deeply hurted me .
yes ,
u hurted me .

050509

2009-05-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

didnt went to sch yesterday .
went to school today and and and ,
TOTALLY EMO LA !!
cos pauline nv come .
than jasmine and me emo dao write love letter to each another ,
send love msg to pauline .
pauline , give me a chance , i will take care of u .
lols ~

Ah P sick sia ..
i pray she's fine now ..

omg , SUPER SUAY .
grace , the black bangle that u gave me ,
IT BROKE .
im sorry ...
than my thumbdrive is nowhere to be found .
pls pls pls ..
PLS !! ANYONE WHO FIND MY THUMBDRIVE PLS RETURN IT BACK TO ME !!
cos its very important to me ..
all my projects and songs and photos all inside !!
i cant lose it ..
pls return it to me ya .

stupid swine flu .
NB ,
i pray that everyone is ok ..
pls don fall sick ..

hais ,
goodbye cute zai ~
there's no more u in my life .
and no attention for u from me in ur life .
take care , sanyonara .

030509

2009-05-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

im not upset over what she has said but instead im upset over y u didnt stand in my place ?

am i not ur daughter ?

even though she is an elder to both of us , but at least console me .

CONSOLE ME .

do i even have to add pls infront of console me ?

thats what i meant .

i was jus onli playing with the kids .

and she jus said that word which i hate to listen to .

IT DEEPLY AFFECTED MY MOOD .

BUT THAT WASNT THE END .

u still could laugh and joke .

why is playing with the younger ones makes me no manners ?

tell me straight into my face .

don use "bo ka si" on me .

i hate that word .

I HATE IT .

I HATE THAT WORD .

NEVER USE "BO KA SI" ON ME .

REFLECT IT BEFORE USING THAT .

020509

2009-05-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

tomolo's meeting with jasmine and pauline for projects - CANCELLED .
monday - not going to sch cos ah ma death anniversary .

dear girls , im sorry i could not reply u the question which u asked me . trust me , i've think about it . i did try to tell both of u what the fuck is inside my mind , but its all struck . jus like what i've told jasmine , im afraid the same thing will happen like how it happened in the beginning of the year . i did think of pouring to BOW , but i realised that they wont be able to understand me as how the both of u would . cos we have been almost together for more than a year , and i would say that the time i spent with both of u these months are more than the time i spent with my guys .

im glad and thankful that i have the both of u with me . and at the same time make me realise alot of things . trust me girls , i would say what's going on in my mind when i've got it sorted out . give me some time ok ? and i promise i wont let the same thing happen like what happened in the beginning of the year . we've promised to move on and quickly finish our course soon . and that is what i've always wanted . Thanks J for hearing me out at msn just now . no matter what , just a few more months and we would get out of that school completely . and i dont want to lose the motivation that both of u have given me . thanks girls . i LOVE u . *hugs*

010509

2009-05-01T10:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY ~

jus reach home arh . cos went fishing with my 2 uncles , 1 aunt , and 2 friends , jasmine and pauline .

cute sia , caught fish sehs .

but i wanna catch sotong .

LOLS !

super tired now .

i bet both girls must be in their dreamland fishing .

and waiting for me to go in .

wee ~~

sia la , later got work .

super no mood la .

i wan my FAT CAT ~~~~

pui miao ~~

seriously , i miss them .

im missing BOW ok .

freak sia .

i love u .

going to my happy land liao .

280409

2009-04-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

ITS TUESDAY ~
PE is on for today .
and JKP attended !
woohoo ~
tot it was the 2.4km trial run today .
lucky it rains .
haha .
so we went to the hall .
did some things .. yeah ..
and yep , before PE something totally pissed me off .
feel like slapping that bowl of noodles on him .
CCB .

really don feel like studying .
i no longer have the mood to sit still and study .
cos things are no longer the same .
attitude is totally different .
perhaps J and P didnt know it .
i hate sch now .
im serious .

i don noe how to explain .
but the feeling is totally different .
changes are around which i have not adapt .
or , i cant adapt .
whatever it is , im trying ok .
give me time .

well , its the first time that i enjoyed PE with my class .
althought its a short game .
=)

thursday fishing time !!
im waiting ~

there is no privacy over the net .
i can view ur blog and u can view mine too .
i laugh when i view , u get pissed off when u view .
i don wish to eleborate what happened ,
but jus to let u noe ,
GO AHEAD and get pissed off with me or whatsoever .
cos i don give a damn about u ,
plus , IM TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED IN U NOW .

200409

2009-04-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

finally got to pick up my mood for sch .
today woke up at 0530 ~
damn it ! DAMN TIRED OK ?!
sleep all the way in the bus to sch .

and

REVOLUTION !!

omg ,
im simply moodless now .
cos ,

ITS THE DAMN PROJECTS AGAIN .

I

SIMPLY

MISS

PRACTICALS !!